Motherhood, Infertility, rainbowbabies, parenting

Motherhood...it’s a learning journey for me. I started motherhood with a Son, Asher, and for 5 years, he was my only. I thought he would indeed be my only! We tried everything and saw everyone who explained I had no reason to not get pregnant again. I didn’t want to accept that, it was as if something were wrong, maybe I could have made sense out of it, I don’t know. There were dark days, really difficult days. 

I had basically resigned myself to the fact that I would have one child, an only child, just like I was. 

I had 2 losses in between Asher and my twins. I’m so thankful for the Instagram community for shedding light on both unexplained infertility, miscarriages and post partum. 

Lucky for me, the stars aligned and I became pregnant, not with 1 but 2 babies. Twins. I would have another son and a DAUGHTER!?! I found that almost too exciting to believe!